Friday, July 28, 2006
hullo duck.
today is the day that i have decided.
i dont want to grow old.
i just want to die young.
i mean,
youngish.on my own terms.
without being overly dependant on somebody.
without anybody waiting for me to die, because its easier for them to see me "dead in peace" than "alive in turmoil".
watever man.(
boy. am i glad i am in the right profession. i have access to all the morphine and syringes and watnot in the world!)
anyway.
i think my grandma is dying.
and no, i am not like sad and depressed about it.
just, well i went to see her today and it was a realisation of sorts.
figured since i cant really tell anybody wat i really think about it,
i might as well tell it to u, duck.
posted R @
1:33 am
