Wednesday, October 12, 2005
hullo duck.i try not to talk about pple from school. i mean, i try not to bitch about pple from school. its just not nice y'now. but there are some pple.well there is this particular person who says the most disturbing things to me. like, really disturbing. and its always very lewd references to things about me. apart from the scary stuff he says he's actually an ok person to talk to. but well things are getting out of hand. i try not to say anything to him but he just finds a way to say something. and as much as a try not to, i get riled up. i usually try ignoring it but its not too easy.i tried telling him that there are some things he just shouldn't say to girls. i think he's got the hint but i am not sure yet. its not that i don't have the courage (or the ability) to say alot of horrible stuff to him to shut him up. its just that i don't want it to get out of hand. like i don't want random pple to know and it be blown out of proportion. but at the same time, i want it to stop. ahwell. push comes to shove i will tell him. but i hope i don't have to push or shove anything. we'll see.what's of greater concern is the fact that he isn't the first person to come up and say disturbing things to me. it happened last semester too with someone else. it wasn't too bad cos i just stopped talking to him and he got the hint. (he's become much nicer now)its just that, why me? i mean i don't hear any of the other girls having this thing to deal with. is it what i say? how i say? or what i don't say? maybe its the singaporean girl thing. that perhaps all of us are very liberal and will let anything pass. i don't know. on a seperate note, the whole singapore thing is just getting to me. enough already can?i think i have alot on my mind hence the thoughts are not coming out right. bah.
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