hulo duck. wa i am so proud of myself. i have been blogging so regularly.
anyways have alot to quack about.
regrets well this is not a i-wish-i-had-done-that-cos-it-would-have-made-me-a-better-person kinda thing. its just that i was hanging out with a couple of friends of mine on a friday afternoon at plaza sing and there was a hoard of students just thronging the place and it was pretty annoying. so this is the conversation that followed.
Rn: gawd. why can't these kids go home and study. look at me, i hung out so much at their age and i have come to realise that i should have studied more back then.
Ms: yea. well i did study at their age but i suppose that i wasn't all whole-hearted about it so i used the wrong techniques. i wish i had studied, but in a different way.
and then i voiced what i have never said to anyone (due to my no-regrets policy)
ME: haha. this sounds so weird but i wish i hadn't studied hard as much, hadn't been a social anorexic as much, and had gone out more.
i doubt it would have changed my position in life very significantly, but i suppose it would have made me more, well-exposed. then again, perhaps it would have affected my position in life. i am not sure if it would have been for the better or worse, but i am inclined to believe that it would probably have been for the former. but then again, all this is just hypothetical, of course.
i think the social anorexic in me began to die when 'that' particular death thing. and i think the smosial butterfly, as i call it, came out a fluttering last year, when the weirdo and i broke up. i would like to think that she's still incredibly tame. she hardly spreads her wings out very much and she's quite happy about that.
speaking of butterflies, i bought 2 butterfly ear rings. joy joy joy. i happen to like stuff with butterfly motifs. alot.
