i guess when u can't remember your blogspot password, its generally a bad sign. it means that you're either really forgetful or you haven't been using it much since u hardly update your blog. hehe.
anyways, i feel sick. tired. lethargic. annoyed. and sometimes, lonely. hopeful. wishful.
i have nothing much to say. except that, i think i have lost someone. as in, i think i have lost the possibility of a relationship with someone. I once had it, not too long ago. But, in recent times, he seems to have someone else on the radar. well i have someone else on the radar too (off and on. now, i want it to be off) but still. it was comforting to know u were on someone's radar and that he was on yours. i am tempted to ask him why. because some of the reasons for not being together don't perticularly exist anymore. and if he saw things my way, it is workable.. but, i guess i won't say anything to him. he's pretty unpredictable.. (guess it takes one to know one) and it kinda sucks when he's annoyed with me. so let bygones be bygones.
i have never felt so lonely before. i dunno why. mebbe its with being in a new env. that all i really want is a comfort zone. which i don't quite have. well whatever it is, i want this thing to be over soon. i want to go back to the stoic rima. i really hope this is a phase. from henceforth, i am not gg to write anyone off as being desperate and masking it as lonliness. because, evidently, what goes around comes around and bites u in the ass.
i wish i wrote more eloquently. got A- for summative. but the next summ is 3 weeks' away and have a mountain to catch up on. sheesh.
