ok haven't said anything in a long time. no easy net access. what to do. but then again, joshua is the only person who actually knows about this new blog. (thanks for the comments, babe!!) i WILL tell more worthy pple about my blog.
school's getting slightly more fun and that's cos i've been making more friends. and some of my friends are REALLY hot! there's joanna, who's chindian and apart from being hot, she's incredibly nice. (what more can u ask for) and then there's emily who looks uber-innocent but actually isn't. she's the chindian who isn't. as in, she looks it but she's pure chinese.. and then there's amy who's, well, hard to figure. and the guys are pretty ok too... but will talk about them some other time..
oh so glad to know that amelia is FINALLY over andrew! and she's got Lidong now. (ps: he's cute! way to go!) you know the scary part of being with someone is that u fall so deep in and u don't realise it till its over and u have to embark on the painful road to recovery all by yourself. and the scary thing is when u realise that u are taking such a LONG time getting over someone who was seemingly getting-overable or that the relationship seemed pretty trivial.. and then, it dawns on you that you're so pathetic. that you aren't half the stoic that you thought you were. that, despite convincing yourself over and over again that you're made of tough stuff, you're actually a real marshmallow inside.. and then, you don't really know what to feel..
i am not sure who i am reaferring to. its just smth that got me thinking about stuff. sheesh. matters of the heart. sometimes can be over-reated. the heart. is, after all, an aortic pump.